tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8592262.post226632786908998895..comments2024-01-29T10:28:23.734-06:00Comments on The Dawg Howse: Reality Hits HomeDarrellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12579856923781645517noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8592262.post-40492711565596748902015-12-30T11:43:58.261-06:002015-12-30T11:43:58.261-06:00I don't even know how I found u,well....I do ....I don't even know how I found u,well....I do ..it was the lord,I've watched many of ur messages and they have all been meant for me,this year has been sheer hell and after 36yrs of being a pastors child, I only thought I had a relationship with the lord,but have walked the fence for many years...from addiction to bulimia and anorexia, I had a heart attack in July caused from weighing 98lbs and throwing every bite and sip of food up for 6yrs,I was forced into 7weeks of treatment and after 2 weeks of nourishment to my brain,I WOKE UP! And realized that god would eventually move his hand of protection from me so even though I hate the weight gain I am now able to focus 100% on a new and clean slate with the lord and since I made a TRUE commitment all hell has broke loose,my parents and sister have come completely against me because I could no longer accept sin being swept under the rug and now attend an awesome church where I have found freedom from 36yrs of chronic depression, suicide attempts etc....regardless of what my family thinks,I know I'm doing what the lord has wanted me to do for so many years of going to the alter and never being able to be set free,and just in 3 months god has restored me and I no longer need any antidepressants, antipsychotics,I for the 1st time in 36yrs wake up happy to be alive and excited to see what the day holds and how many people I can share jesus'love and delivering power,cause I know if god can bring me out of complete darkness where I even thought I needed a exorcism because I was so tormented, I know jesus is able to do it for anyone!I told my family what the holy spirit told me to,I've always had the gift of decernment,and they know I've always been spot on every time I've warned them and they've never listened and everything happened just as I warned....well on the 1st I will have 30 days eviction notice and I'm on 800 disability and have applied for housing but the waiting list in new Orleans is 3yrs but I told the administrator I serve a god of the impossible and he has and will always make a way,I know my faith is being tested and I will stand firm because without a test u can't have a testimony! ! I know God is sending me a godly husband that will love me as christ loved the church and layed his life down for it, and I will be able to have him by my side as I share with all nations what JESUS has done in me....I speak my blessings into existence every day I wake up!! I will stand with u in prayer that the lord will give u peace and work everything out for u and ur church,but 10times greater!! Have a wonderful and prosperous year!! God is the god of the impossible! ! The world may say no,but he says YES!!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12411753091239916737noreply@blogger.com